I feel like you're scared and think I'm just like the others.
But I'm not and I wish you'd just notice when I say I'm your
Girl I give you my word that I'm only yours until the day you
Wish to part. I'll always be true and that I can promise you.
I wish you'd just notice that I know you better then you think
I do. I know when you're upset. It's kind of hard not to notice
When those baby blues turn to gray. I wish you'd just notice that
I'm not what you're use to and you can trust me unlike what you've
Grown accustom to. I wish you'd just notice I love you and I
Kind of always have and as long as you're willing I'm going
To stick
I made a promise and our promises we keep but
I don't know if this promise I've made will keep
I've made a lot of mistakes but this is the only mistake
I don't mind making twice
It'll leave a scar or two but I'm ok with that
It eases the pain
Maybe only for a min or two but for those few minutes I'm ok
It's a quick fix and it needs to change but I don't know how
Change involves being strong and strong I am not
I might keep my quick fix but please don't hate me
I cannot change change involves being strong and that I am not
Dear Girl,
I'm so sorry I hurt you. I never meant
for things to end like this. I hope you can forgive
me and we can be together again. I miss you
I love you
I'm sorry
Love Always,
Boy
Dear Boy,
FUCK YOU
Love Always,
Girl
Proved Me Wrong by take-me-or-leave-me, literature
Literature
Proved Me Wrong
I thought he's be different
I thought he's change everything
Like he once said he would
Be he wasn't and he didn't
I thought he'd be a real "man" and
Not fuck up
But he wasn't and he did
He broke me
He bruised me
He swore he wouldn't
But he did
He turned out to be everything
I thought he wasn't
A kiss
A grasp
Some hands a grasp
A glance
A cough
A breath
A touch
Some passion
a grope
A little love
and
A lot of lost
This all heppened when she looked away
She loved the boy with all her heart
But we guess he just wanted more
He got down on one knee and begged
"Will you marry me?"
He poured out his heart and
How he's felt from the start
He left her in speechless with a single
Tear rolling down her cheek
She'd never been so in love
She knew this would never end in her heart
She got down on her knees and
Shared a passionate kiss and with
A single word told him
"Yes"
I'm sorry we grew apart
I'm sorry we lost touch
I'm sorry I wasn't always there
For you when you needed me most
I'll never forget the carefree times we has and
All the laughs that we once shared
You'll always be in my heart
You always were from the very start
You'll be there until my last breath
Oh my poor friend I lost you in death
But we'll meet again but
Until that day comes I'll be yours forever
Your one true friend
Never right
Never enough
Never truthful
Always lies
Useless
Selfish
Ungrateful and
A failure
This is what I am
This is me
Me to them
They always see wrong
They nveer see right
I've never been good enough for them
I probably never will be
This is me to them
When I said until the end that's what I meant
When one falls we both do
A love that can't be broken
No many how many rumors or fights
Best friends is what we are
Best friends is what we will remain
I have your back through thick and thin
No matter how hard times get
Calling it Quits by take-me-or-leave-me, literature
Literature
Calling it Quits
She's going out of her mind
She can't focus
She can't pay attention
Her mind is racing and
The pills aren't helping
Scars on her arm
Thoughts in her mind and
There's a new cut on her wrist
She's going insane but
Hates to complain
She has no reason to hold on
She's had enough
She's calling it quits
I feel like you're scared and think I'm just like the others.
But I'm not and I wish you'd just notice when I say I'm your
Girl I give you my word that I'm only yours until the day you
Wish to part. I'll always be true and that I can promise you.
I wish you'd just notice that I know you better then you think
I do. I know when you're upset. It's kind of hard not to notice
When those baby blues turn to gray. I wish you'd just notice that
I'm not what you're use to and you can trust me unlike what you've
Grown accustom to. I wish you'd just notice I love you and I
Kind of always have and as long as you're willing I'm going
To stick
I made a promise and our promises we keep but
I don't know if this promise I've made will keep
I've made a lot of mistakes but this is the only mistake
I don't mind making twice
It'll leave a scar or two but I'm ok with that
It eases the pain
Maybe only for a min or two but for those few minutes I'm ok
It's a quick fix and it needs to change but I don't know how
Change involves being strong and strong I am not
I might keep my quick fix but please don't hate me
I cannot change change involves being strong and that I am not
Dear Girl,
I'm so sorry I hurt you. I never meant
for things to end like this. I hope you can forgive
me and we can be together again. I miss you
I love you
I'm sorry
Love Always,
Boy
Dear Boy,
FUCK YOU
Love Always,
Girl
Proved Me Wrong by take-me-or-leave-me, literature
Literature
Proved Me Wrong
I thought he's be different
I thought he's change everything
Like he once said he would
Be he wasn't and he didn't
I thought he'd be a real "man" and
Not fuck up
But he wasn't and he did
He broke me
He bruised me
He swore he wouldn't
But he did
He turned out to be everything
I thought he wasn't
A kiss
A grasp
Some hands a grasp
A glance
A cough
A breath
A touch
Some passion
a grope
A little love
and
A lot of lost
This all heppened when she looked away
She loved the boy with all her heart
But we guess he just wanted more
He got down on one knee and begged
"Will you marry me?"
He poured out his heart and
How he's felt from the start
He left her in speechless with a single
Tear rolling down her cheek
She'd never been so in love
She knew this would never end in her heart
She got down on her knees and
Shared a passionate kiss and with
A single word told him
"Yes"
I'm sorry we grew apart
I'm sorry we lost touch
I'm sorry I wasn't always there
For you when you needed me most
I'll never forget the carefree times we has and
All the laughs that we once shared
You'll always be in my heart
You always were from the very start
You'll be there until my last breath
Oh my poor friend I lost you in death
But we'll meet again but
Until that day comes I'll be yours forever
Your one true friend
Never right
Never enough
Never truthful
Always lies
Useless
Selfish
Ungrateful and
A failure
This is what I am
This is me
Me to them
They always see wrong
They nveer see right
I've never been good enough for them
I probably never will be
This is me to them
When I said until the end that's what I meant
When one falls we both do
A love that can't be broken
No many how many rumors or fights
Best friends is what we are
Best friends is what we will remain
I have your back through thick and thin
No matter how hard times get
Calling it Quits by take-me-or-leave-me, literature
Literature
Calling it Quits
She's going out of her mind
She can't focus
She can't pay attention
Her mind is racing and
The pills aren't helping
Scars on her arm
Thoughts in her mind and
There's a new cut on her wrist
She's going insane but
Hates to complain
She has no reason to hold on
She's had enough
She's calling it quits
Little Girl, Little Girl by LilyAnnMilano, literature
Literature
Little Girl, Little Girl
Do you see that little girl standing there?
Crying her heart out to the world
She will never be seen
Never be heard
For in all reality
She is just a little girl
With no say to her life
Her raw unfiltered emotion is there
Shown to the world
Like the dawn of a new day
Seen by all
But never recognized by any
Little girl, little girl whispered among the breeze
Passed by so indefinitely
Like the brief flutter of a thought
Tormented so indifferently by others
She stands not a chance
To fight against this cold, cruel world
She fights for her life
For her right to say what she thinks
But no one will listen
No one will see her
The Numbers Dont Matter by EatingMyOwnFears, literature
Literature
The Numbers Dont Matter
Don't slip away, my dear.
No matter what you feed them, the groupies won't cease their endless yipping.
Focus on me, my dear.
Hold together your ripped chest.
I have needle and thread and promise not to rend you further.
Dont know if I'm right but I'm not that wrong.
With your hands occupied, I shall roll for you.
Blow upon painted bones as I toss them to fate.
Just a leap of faith, my dear.
A touch, a grasp, a long awaited connection.
If I must staple our hands together I shall though pain be dulled by kiss and lemon tang.
I cant stop the blood if you wont let me see.
Deep red stains the table but the dealer is
she never understood
his restless heart,
only that
she loved him
(had she known
when he left
to leave the doors
unlocked
he would have
always
returned)
Current Residence: SC deviantWEAR sizing preference: XS or S Favourite genre of music: Don't have a fave Favourite photographer: idk Favourite cartoon character: umm.....not sure Personal Quote: Too many to name
Favourite Movies
Can't choose
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
P!ATD, All Time Low, Anberlin, Saosin, and like 10,000 more
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[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[x] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds. [Dont like crowds]
[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[x] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[x] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.(Though i hate math)
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning.(I LOVE thunder and
.:FIRE:.
[ ] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive. (with some thing)
[x] You like to play with fire. hehehehehe
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless. (hahahahhaa like you don't even know)
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane.
Total: 7
.:WATER:.
[] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[ ] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do
I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
real kiss or peck?
I am listening to:
Saving Abel - 18 Days
I talk:
WAY too much
I love:
lots of things and people
My best friends:
Lo and Tylor
My first real kiss:
13
I hate it when people ask:
ques that the answer is none of their bis.
Love is:
beautiful
Marriage is:
hard at times but worth it if you really love the person
Somewhere, someone is thinking:
i'd tap that
I'll always:
be there for my loved ones who need me
I have a crush on:
it's a secret....
The last time I cried was because:
i thought i was losing someone i really cared about
My cell phone:
don't have one